This is not a spoiler. I was trying to decide if a character had to die. When I thought he/she had to, I played it out in my head. Below are the feelings I had when going through that thought.
It is hard to decide if a character has to die. You grow to like some of the characters, but their death serves as an important point in the book. It is a strange feeling to feel sad when a fictional character dies in your book.